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Hello and welcome to the season three premiere episode of no Wrong Choices, a podcast about the adventures of life that explores the career journeys of successful and interesting people.
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I'm Larry Samuels, soon to be joined by the other fellas, tushar Saxena and Larry Shay.
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This episode features retired US Navy SEAL and the current chairman of the Undersea Warfare Academic Group at the Naval Post Graduate School, doug Horner.
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This should be a fascinating discussion.
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Larry Shay, why don't you lead us into this one?
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You set a mouthful if titles have anything to do with it.
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Yeah, this is a guy who we're super excited to talk to because he doesn't just have one area of expertise, he has a couple, and they're both top level.
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Fascinating things, fascinating careers, right?
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I mean people spend their whole life in the military.
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He's a Navy SEAL.
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People spend their whole life in robotics.
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He specializes in underwater robotics and other fascinating things.
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So you're talking about a guy who is super physical to be a SEAL, super smart to be a SEAL and then uber smart to be in the world of robotics.
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This is someone I want to meet.
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This is someone I want to find out how they got to where they are, and someone who's at the top of a lot of fields.
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So fascinating to talk to.
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Doug Horner.
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So there's a couple things that we're going to talk about here.
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Is that one?
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We're going to have the opportunity to talk with someone in the special operators field, right?
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So these are like the elite of the elite when it comes to warriors in our military.
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But it's not just that.
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When you look at this guy's resume and you see that this man is now involved in the idea of robotics and artificial intelligence and machine learning, well, he's on the cutting edge, the absolute cutting edge of the future of the military.
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So it's not simply what he did as a warrior, he continues to be a warrior and taking that idea of what is warfare into the future, and that is fascinating beyond belief.
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That's sci-fi stuff.
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Yeah, I mean he's got a 30 plus year perspective.
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That began in the field in the most advanced of ways and now he's literally creating the future of robotics for the military in a way.
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So with that, this should be absolutely fascinating.
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Here is Doug Horner Now joining.
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No wrong choices is the retired US Navy SEAL and current chairman of the Undersea Warfare Academic Group at the Naval Post Graduate School, Doug Horner.
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Doug, thank you so much for joining us.
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You're welcome.
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I said so eloquently.
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It's the second time as well.
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Well, it's very funny.
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I was going to say it took me so long to get that out of my mouth.
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What does that actually mean?
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What is your role?
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My role at the post graduate school.
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There's a curriculum that is called the Undersea Warfare Academic Group, and so what happens is students come typically submariners, but also a variety of students from different warfare specialties.
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They come to this curriculum that's known as Undersea Warfare and they get to choose between 10 different curriculum programs master's programs at the post graduate school.
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It includes stuff like mechanical engineering, physics and electrical engineering, and then they add to that courses that are associated with Undersea Warfare, so sonar, tactical oceanography, which deals with the very interesting space of the ocean, and robotics, and so I'm kind of in charge of that.
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You sound like you have the coolest job ever.
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Okay, so I love this job.
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It's a great job.
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It sounds great and first of all it might be a bit insulting but, like you know, like Hunt for Red October is one of my favorite movies in those Tom Clancy books and a lot of what you're saying sounds a great deal of like what obviously, like those books were about.
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There was a book that's one of my favorites.
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It's about the Silent Service.
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It's about the Silent Service, submarine Service and a great deal of those, a great deal of the tales of submariners and you know the great tales during the Cold War, et cetera.
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So it just sounds like one of the best jobs ever.
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I think you're talking about Blind Man's Bluff, aren't?
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you.
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Yes, blind Man's Bluff.
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Thank you for reminding me.
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Oh, my God, that's one of my favorite books.
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One of my favorite books.
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So let me get back to my original question, which was as a younger man.
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So you obviously are an unbelievably smart person.
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This is not this is without doubt Were you always into?
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Were you always into, let's say, tinkering with you know, whether it be robotics or just tinkering in general?
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And you wanted to be, you wanted to be, you wanted to have, like that, an athletic background and you wanted to have a background of you know, I want to do something more with my life and then incorporate that into my future.
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Or was it just that, look, I kind of need, I just love to tinker with stuff and then I'll find my way later on.
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Yeah, so there's small elements of each of those.
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But I wasn't really like a mechanical kid growing up, but I did like take apart a telephone.
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I was super interested in those dial up telephones and you know how they worked.
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And so my mom gave me a telephone and said have at it.
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And I, you know, obviously I still remember that.
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But you know, growing up I didn't matriculate towards engineering.
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My undergraduate was at Boston University in mathematics and a second degree in economics and I was thinking business and I went from there over into an investment company called Colonial Mutual Funds in Boston and did sales for them for three years.
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So I didn't start off with the idea that I would be ending up where I'm at right now.
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It's been kind of a strange, fun progression.
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And that's a good thing, right, because sometimes that rounds us out and makes us who we are.
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I do want to go back to the beginning, though, because you know, this is a show about the genesis of where our dreams come from and achieving them, and I think it's important to kind of go back and talk a little bit about.
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Before you know it sounds like you had both, you know a mind for becoming a Navy SEAL, and there had to be some physical ability.
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So take me back to the beginning, obviously, what kind of led you down to the SEAL path?
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You could tell that story in your own way, but also the physical aspect of it, because you know, just in preparing for this interview, to read what it takes to be a Navy SEAL is just superhuman.
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So, just, I want to start from the beginning, maybe to when you were a child or a teenager.
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What have you?
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And, in your own way, just tell your story about how you went on that path.
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Yeah, I think it starts with all the time that I spent in or near the water, and so for years I grew up in a place called Lewisboro, new York, and our mom would drop us off at the pool and I would spend my summers swimming and playing ping pong and playing a little bit of tennis in there as well, and I just really enjoyed that, had great friends set and did that for probably five or six years growing up, and so that transitioned over into becoming a competitive swimmer and as a competitive swimmer through high school I graduated as an all state swimmer and then that kind of got me into collegiate sports with swimming again.
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But I didn't do it very long because I was so burned out by that time.
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Anybody that's a swimmer knows that you put so much time in the water to be good, and I wasn't that good.
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So the rewards from coming from swimming.
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You know I wasn't winning races, so I was looking for something to something else to do and I found water polo and so the combination of yeah.
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so for me the combination of swimming and the physicality that's associated and the competition that's associated with a team sport in the water was really transformative for me.
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I really enjoyed that.
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I became president of that club and we traveled around New England playing all kinds of teams and having just a great time, and that has stayed with me over the years.
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Wow, that's really really cool.
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So post college, you get into finance and you're working a few years out.
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When did you start to get the bug and start to think about, you know, pivoting, transitioning?
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Where did the whole SEAL idea come from it?
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came about because of the economic realities of a crash in 88.
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So I was working for again that company, colonial Mutual Funds, and a great company to work for, and I was doing something known as bank sales, so trying to get banks to sell our group of mutual funds.
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And that was based on the Glass-Steevill Act.
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That was new legislation that allowed the flexibility of banks to go ahead and sell mutual funds.
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And so I went from Boston and moved down to Tampa.
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But it was tough going.
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It was a new marketplace and I was making a lot of money as a 24 year old.
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But I also kind of was like, hey, I could be doing this 20 years from now.
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Is this really what you want to be doing with your life?
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And so, you know, I was looking inward and started, and I think Top Gun was out at that point in time.
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I was like, man, that looks pretty good.
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It seems like a place where I could learn some leadership skills and some life skills.
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And so I went into the recruiter and I said what do you got?
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And he said and he took a look at what I've done in the past, right, and saw the water polo stuff and said, hey, I want you to watch this tape.
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And he showed me this seal UDT tape and I was like holy smokes.
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They were doing scuba, right, and there was no bubbles coming out of their scuba rig.
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I was like how in the world are they doing that?
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And I was hooked.
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So that was the naval recruiter.
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Yeah, the naval recruiter in Boston and I had three choices.
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I had to take a battery test and I said I want to be a seal first, and then the second one was an EOD explosive ordinance disposal officer, and the third one would have been a diver a Navy diver by far.
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I also talked to some other folks that were seals and I was all over it.
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I thought this was the best way to live my best life.
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So how does that work?
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Like I'm imagining you're a naval recruiter and people walking off the street all the time saying, hey, I'd like to be a seal.
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That sounds really cool.
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Like how do they know to take you seriously versus somebody else that passes through?
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I don't think they do.
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They just were desperate at that point in time.
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You got to understand this.
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This is like before.
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They couldn't have been that desperate.
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Come on, this is a very average student at a good college, but not a great college.
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But the demand to be a seal at that point in time, when we're talking 88, was not like it is today.
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I don't think that I would get into the seal program today given my academic performance and my athletic performance.
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The level has just increased so high the bar is high.
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So I want to ask you a couple of things here.
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Now one when you were still doing your finance work, were you still involved in water polo at that point?
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Yeah, I would still play a little bit with some masters teams.
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And I could hear how much water polo and you even said like water polo as it's, as a team sport was very influential on you.
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What were some of the things that you gained from from water polo and just, let's say, team sports or being part of a team in general?
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Obviously, being just a swimmer itself, it's a very individualistic sport.
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It's all about you competing against others or even competing against just the clock for the most part, but obviously with water polo you have to rely on others.
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What were some of those things that you pulled away?
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from that.
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So the first thing that you come away with it is a sense of Toughness, right, because you get there is the above water game and there's the underwater game and you can get a lot.
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You could get away with a lot under the waters if you knew how to play correctly, right.
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So there's a physicality that was associated with it.
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That was a lot different from anything that I'd done in in swimming before.
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The second thing was, you know, the reliance on your team and the, the, the kind of person that a water polo, that people gravitated towards, that played water polo, was the kind of person that I kind of wanted to hang out with.
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They were fun people, right and how did that then carry over to you saying, okay, I can take some of these.
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Or did it even, let's say, like when you were thinking about it, you so I did you say, some of the Some of these skills that I had I did in with water polo, they could carry over into my training as a seal, or did that even come into mind?
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It really didn't come into mind.
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I think it was one of the reasons why you maybe the recruiter thought of you know, putting me into Into the seal application process.
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The thing that, more than anything, that I would like to share is that at that point in the time of my life I felt like I I had a confidence, but it was an unrealized confidence.
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I didn't feel I felt like I could be a leader of people, but I didn't know how.
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And In comparison to the jobs that I had, I had the confidence that I could do a better job, but I wanted to fill myself out in life experiences, to do more than just say I thought I could do it right.
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Does that make sense?
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Yeah, absolutely, yeah, yeah, and you said that before that you were looking inward, you know.
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So you were looking for a way to harness that leadership ability and, from what it sounds like to us, the seals just seemed like a perfect way for you to Fulfill that inward goal of becoming a leader.
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Is that right?
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Is that?
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It did it just fit the bill?
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It was just all of a sudden like boom, this is perfect, just what I need, yeah.
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Yeah, and the other thing that really it was the notion of service right and in the for the nation that that really was kind of missing within business and for me that really was a Strong reason to go there because I was taking a pay cut of more than half Right right and, and so I was going from you know a nice style of living to to something that definitely took me down a step and but it was worth it as far as I was concerned at that point in time in my life.
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So how, how difficult was that?
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Reflection though.
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I mean, was this a series of you walking into the office in the next few hours?
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You're on a plane to get trained, or did you take a couple of weeks and figure out?
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Yeah, this is really gonna be the best thing for me, because it's gonna make make sure that I'm Taking care of that fulfillment aspect of things.
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Yeah, what happened was is that I left the job and I actually traveled in Europe for six weeks.
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And, yeah, I went to Ireland on my own Ireland all the way down to to Germany and Greece, and while I was there, I found out that I got into the program.
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Oh wow in In Greece did you find?
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Out, because that's a beautiful place to find out.
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Yes, yes, to celebrate.
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Yes, absolutely awesome.
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And how do you find out?
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So you're in Greece.
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Did they send a telegram like how does that work?
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They call my parents and I said he's got to come home.
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Oh, that's great Wow.
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So how long?
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Before that from that point was it before training started?
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So the first thing that you do is you go to officer can at school, officer can't schools in Newport, rhode Island, and I reported I think it was on the 25th or 26, right after Thanksgiving of November 1988, and that's then for three or four months and then I go straight, went straight out from there to Coronado, california, for basic underwater demolition school.
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So when you get out to California, you know I think of the the great story when you start college they say take a look to your left, take a look to your right.
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Those two people will not be standing there at the end.
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Well, I think, with the, the Buds program, that that it's a legendary thing that that people don't make it through.
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How many people did you start with?
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Yeah, 103 and graduated.
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We officially graduated with I think it's 40, some number Approximately.
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Wow it was also one of the things that the number of your, of the guys that you started with, that you finished with was 20, approximately 20, and the rest of the other 20 were guys that rolled into the class Because they had previously been injured and classed up with, in my case, class 163.
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Oh, wow, that's amazing that many injuries.
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Because that many injuries?
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Because you have to remember it's the toughest sport on earth, essentially right.
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I mean you are training to become, you know super human, super human.
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Yeah, destruction proof really.
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I mean, from what, what I've read?
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the thing I'd share with you guys is it's not during buds, it's actually after buds that you really learn your craft, and it becomes Harder.
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I mean, that's a wicket that you have to pass through, but that's just really the beginning.
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So take us through training.
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You know what is that process, what are those days, what are you learning like it.
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Can you sort of take us through that journey?
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Yeah, absolutely.
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So you get there and you have about six weeks.
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There's three phases.
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Okay, there is.
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You wait until you class up.
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So that was about again Don't quote me on exact time frames and dates, but this is the general feel for it.
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You wait to your class up, then you class up and be part of this group of a hundred guys and and then and you get ready through physical training on To be part of that class.
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Once you get part of that class, you go through three phases.
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There is the first phase, which gets you ready for hell week.
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Where in hell week you are, you're tested to your limits and part of that testing is staying up for four nights in hell week and Then after that, after you get through hell week, you go through.
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Let's see, there's a land warfare phase and there's also a diving phase, and For the land warfare phase they take you out to a place called San Clemente Island.
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You do small arms training and also demolitions, underwater demolitions, and then for diving you get qualified.
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You start with open circuit and then you transition over into a closed circuit, which was that difference between scuba and no bubbles bubbles versus no bubbles so you can become a tactical combat Diver.
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All right.
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So just, but just so that we can explain to folks when we keep sick We've mentioned the word a couple of times bud school, what that really?
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But what that really means is basic underwater demolition, seal training.
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So that's where it buds comes from.
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So, okay, so now you've done, you've done, let's say that's why, that's what six weeks you said.
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So the the total time for buds is is approximately eight months.
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Oh wow.
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Okay, wow, geez, all right, so.
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So that's eight months of just what seems to be intensive training at this point.
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It is, but you get.
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So for me, the mindset was is If I don't make it through here, they're gonna have to take me out in a body bag, and the sounds kind of extreme right there.
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But you kind of kind of have that mentality when you go in because otherwise you're gonna wring out, and that's not that.
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That leads me right to my next question All right, so I think a lot of us have seen kind of movies about seals and seal training.
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Is that true?
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The idea of the bell to ring out?
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Yes, that's absolutely true, absolutely true.
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And I'm assuming that you have seen other guy, other other candidates in there who you would say are probably just as superhuman as you or you know you would.
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You would think, and they ring out and you and you're probably your joy drops, I'm assuming.
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Yeah yeah, and not superhuman, obviously it's.
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It's it's Persistence and it's over overcoming adversity as you look back and and you compare yourself to the others.
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Was there something Different about you in eight Lee that you think helped get you through this process?
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Yeah, if I'm being honest with you, it's that I'm not great at anything, but I'm really good at a lot of things, and so when, when you are in the top 20% of a lot of things, then you gravitate overall to being good.
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I you just made my my hair stand on end with that kind of stuff, man, because what you're doing, I mean there must have been, and Help me, help me understand it.
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There must have been days where you're like I can't do this anymore.
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So how did you push through?
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What was that mental struggle like?
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Or were you always just Going to go into the end?